March 2012
1 post
When your still waiting to feel wanted amongst a lot of other things, you start to question things and yourself.
February 2012
2 posts
The Elephant..
Well, that was embarrassing..
It had to be then for the 1st time that had to happen, let’s hope we can get another chance soon enough. Me to redeem myself and you for obviously spoken about reasons.
A personal space.
It has just come to my attention, Tumblr, you haven’t got the appeal as you once had. You’ll do for now, but I think I need a new place to express myself..
August 2011
6 posts
Sometimes I want to storm towards you, grab your...
Still no camera...
Money is so tight for my England fund, I can’t even buy the camera I so desperately want. Guess I’ll just have to draw everything for the time-being. It’s been too long since my camera broke, how I miss thee.
“Never put passion before principle, even if it means you lose.”
Michael Scott, I wish you were my boss!
July 2011
9 posts
Black Forest Tim Tams are amazing!
Spare some free time?
It’s been far too long since I’ve been able to read a book before going to bed. I think I’ve bought 5 or 6, given two and haven’t read a single page in over 3 months
=(
Another road block.
After working so hard to get everything back on track, my cars gearbox decides it doesn’t want to work anymore. Just another setback quite recently that I suppose is trying to test my resolve. Oh well, just keep on plugging away, I’ll get there.
“A little bit of resolve is what I need now.
Pin me down, show me how!”
Stop trying to play mind games with me, i’m not your personal ego booster. I’ve been that for too many people already.
“We’ve all been sorry, we’ve all been hurt, but how we survive is...”
– Rise Against
Doing it yourself.
It’s hard growing up without a role model or someone to look up to. Getting back up is harder than falling when you fail.
Your not in a river!
Stop saying your just going to go with the flow, It’s a cop-out and another way of saying you don’t want to make decision when It’s your decision to make. Grow up!
April 2011
3 posts
Such a beautiful person, such a delicate...
I'll consider myself back, It's been a while!
August 2010
1 post
“Half Iago, half Fu Manchu, all bastard!”
– Black Books
June 2010
1 post
Summerdayz!
I have to be content in saying that this has been the best summer I’ve ever had =) Mainly featuring my main man Justiss. He and i (since moving into his new house) have partied up a storm. From Australia day to the famous Jeffcot Street party. Met so many amazing people along the way, from so many different countries, it’s going to be extremely hard saying goodbye to you all on July...
January 2010
1 post
Australia day equalled Awesome!
December 2009
5 posts
It's all about the Wii
Nanna; “Leigh, why did you put me on that Wii thing?”
Mum; “Well he could make you look younger.”
Nanna; “Well that may be so but he couldn’t make you look prettier.”
Nanna on the prowl.
Nanna; “Have you heard about that tiger fellow? Well they should shoot his bloody dick off!”
Me “I love you too Nanna.”
I love her so much, I would do absolutely anything for that woman! =) and would do alot for the other three important women in my life. You wont know i’m talking to yu but i do, full heartily.
Smile like you mean it!
Now i just want to see you smile! i really, really do. I can’t see you any other way. it’s beautiful! =) xo
Positivity!
Positive, just be positive!
November 2009
8 posts
Slave Trade
mashburger:
Last night, whilst waiting for other friends to finish work, Carl and I went to Evil Eye for a drink or two. I walked up to the bar, and before I had a chance to say a word, Ben (the guy who looks like Charlie from It’s Always Sunny) looks up and says to the other guy behind the bar, ‘She’s blonde. We could get a lot for her. Plus she’s got that accent going on,’ and did a little...
A table for one...
darksideofnat:
I have done nothing today but drink and watch lovey dovey sap movies… Im still quite drunk. Now im not saying i need a boyfriend. Im not. I like to consider myself as a strong independant girl. But when you watch so many love movies, you either realise how lucky you are to have someone.. OR in my case, how god damn alone you actually are.
Christmas is coming… Its going to be New...
Love me again.
Through the night and everyday, I think of you and feel so fray, The tumbled thoughts of things to come, Swift and true and the knife is done, Turning over in my bed, I think of you and I must be dead, It rips and tears my heart in twain, Smashed into pieces like an incoming train, I twist and rock myself to sleep, Knowing what I feel is deep, The love I bare is so rooted, Stumbling like I’m not...
In the past two weeks i haven’t messaged anyone and i also haven’t recieved any messages myself. I just occurred to me that unless i actually make the effort to talk to someone first i more than likely wont hear from them. thanks “friends!” geez i feel special don’t i?!
October 2009
7 posts
Day at the bay
We had it all planned, i was going to go to the city, meet up with a friend, you were going to pick me up and we were going to go to glenelg… None of which happend, well except me going to the bay. so i met up with shauna while she was working, she was very surprised, gave me a massive hug and we chatted for close to an hour then i got a message saying that your parents borrowed your car and...
Thats it?
Really! thats all you had to say when i messaged? disappointing to be honest. i thought you’d care to ask how im doing at the very least.
Not so down
darksideofnat:
audere-est-facere:
I really dont like it when people pay out down syndrome kids. ive grown up with one my whole life and i can tell you its not the least bit amusing.
I work with them :)
They are they most affectionate, happy, loving people i know. If anything i wish i could be more like them.
Not only that but they are also some of the most kind hearted, determined people...
Cricket with a J.
Ive only bot one chance at this on thursday and i really dont want to screw this up! you couldnt imagine how happy ill be if something occurs/happens from the day but im not counting on anything, trust me.
Not so down
I really dont like it when people pay out down syndrome kids. ive grown up with one my whole life and i can tell you its not the least bit amusing.
It can be better lying.
I feel really bad. i keep lying to you that im fine and all ok bout what happened and im over it but in truth, im not. i still cant stop thinking bout us and what never was. im not as happy as i say i am. beneath the big smile is a fair amount of hurt and disappointment. i feel as though you would be better off and feel less guilty if you think im ok with everything. the last thing i want is for...
September 2009
8 posts
Delaying the inevitable. A true beauty
I knew it was coming and at least it was a little bit softer than i had expected. i have to be honest, my heart did and does feel quite a dent… you were the only person i have actually had feelings for. everytime you were near me my heart skipped faster, everytime you held my hand, gave me a hug and let your lips touch mine. ever so soft, delicate and sweet they were. i wont forget any of it...
I was sooooo happy to find out that you were ok. =D it was an indirect conversation but it was you nonetheless. only you would know that. im so happy and now nothing can hurt me. i reckon ill for broke and do what you would do. go for the girl =P now just have to hear your voice then it will be perfect =D hope you do come here i need to see you. i dont need anything but only to see you. i dont...
A matter of time.
im hoping very much that everything will continue, you will keep getting more awesome and being so much like me which is scary =P your a top chick and that you said you liked me and want to go out again and see what happens put my chest into overdrive haha. now i just hope i start to like you more and vice versa =D (fingers crossed) =P
Out of the blue!
I got the shock of my life when you said you had a crush on me. boy was it a good shock too =D
My summer resolution is to get my first proper tan =P i which i am half way there XD lol. get a nice physique and im gettimg there with good progress by myself. and to get as many photo’s and picturesd with friends (preferably female =P) as possible to remember by. my friend are my family no matter what people think. =D