I knew it was coming and at least it was a little bit softer than i had expected. i have to be honest, my heart did and does feel quite a dent… you were the only person i have actually had feelings for. everytime you were near me my heart skipped faster, everytime you held my hand, gave me a hug and let your lips touch mine. ever so soft, delicate and sweet they were. i wont forget any of it anytime soon. you were obviously way too beautiful for me to get any closer. i didnt try but i was hoping to crack that shell of yours. you truly are a very beautiful person. yes it is obvious on the outside no-one would question but more-so on the inside. clearly a heart of gold and life even brighter ahead. please dont forget me and dont exclude me from it. ill be there for you whenever you need it without hesitation or question i just will =) there is alot more i have to say but not enough time and im fairly tired too. the only thing i wish had of been different is the way it ended. so sudden and a bit confusing but i wont lay any blame to anyone. my heart was never stolen but it was borrowed for a little while. only if could have known when my last real hug and kiss would have been. i wish once more but certainly not expecting it =P no-one is perfect but your as close to it as i know. please dont change for anyone, not that i need to tell ya that =P i still want to be your really good friend and hopefully closer friend… its not the most articulate of texts but its still from the heart nonetheless. im sure ill come up with something better next time. take it easy… peace.

ps: i hope you enjoyed some of it at least. ill never know but you’ll be better off.